A Song to the Sky.

A Song to the Sky.

From now, who would I rely to?
When things constantly push me until I fall,
But likewise will you be there to lend me a hand?
I didn't think so as you were aside me 3 years ago.
The kind of weakness, I didn't want to admit.

Do I feel numb, or just a cloudy day had passed?
Sometimes I'm drowned in my own sadness,
Wondering why I am lost and go wrong.
I'll start to live on for today.
For tomorrow.
And yeah.

Before the sun sets, was there a blue sky before it?
Could I see it, if it was for the last time?
If I deliver these words from my pocket to the sky,
Will it reach anyone's heart?
As for tomorrow.
Who knew.

From now, what should I do?
My lifetime flies and I worry each second,
Of what's happening in the future.
Did I have such future?
So I asked God for more and more strength.
But I didn't know how much far did I go.
Oh please, do not frown.

Everyone's happy faces and voices,
I wonder if I could laugh like them.
I wonder if I could stop the rain in my heart.
All these scars I had, yeah, yeah.
I finally found the strength inside me,
After you waved to say, "Goodbye" to me.
While I didn't know it was the last goodbye.

Before the sun sets, can I make a wish before it?
Can I see the meteors during the sunset on the seashore?
Will my dreams come true?
The dreams, the love, the youth and cherish times I wrote and kept in my pocket.
I'll send it to the sky but,
Will it reach anyone's heart?
Who knew.

Asyraf Amir. 2012.

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Yesterday, cooked pasta with french fries. Then today, coffee and french fries with tempura chicken.
What to do, alone at home. haha.

Asyraf Amir. 20121114.