I remembered I have said something like that back then. I thought it was normal of saying goodbyes and so on. Things happened so fast, so fast, like we didn't know.
Hey there.
I don't know if it's the same for other people. But when I think of the old days of going to school, it seems really different to what people describe of their school life, what was it like. I would consider it a unique kinds of experience, even if each of us does have one.
Mine was always changing. The longest that I would stay in one place would be around 4 years.
It's like seeing a movie with different sets of scenery and people. I thought it was bad as it's better to stick into with the same people, but I think again it doesn't matter. I do, miss them.
It's always easy to say "hey" when we first met people, kinda awkward. But it was always to say "goodbye" or even wave your hand. Not many people can do it, especially if you're not going to see them in years.
It's always amusing to see lots of people around you are changing, even if they do look same, their behaviors probably won't be the same. It just inspires you to move forward and not being constant at the same thing of who you are. Be yourself, but be more successful. Don't seek successes, but learn how to succeed.
I learned that you must not place a barrier of "dead end" in life. Otherwise there is no meaning to move forward. Let's say you want an apple. You grow trees, then you get an apple. But there is no meaning to just able to get the apple and only eat them. There must be something like you can do other than that, correct?
You can sell them to make money, you can make apple pie, make yourself happy, grow more apples. Everything. You can't place limit in your objective.
But humans can only plan. It is God who decides them, what's best for us.
I'd be happy to thank everyone, randomly, for coloring my life. I guess it didn't matter if they either forget me, who was I to them. The important things are I remember having memories with them, making me laugh and able to enjoy my youth days like hell. Youth days aren't always about laughing, it's just a sort of mixed feeling when you're young.
To them, probably I wasn't a prominent figure in their life. Someone not important, who is just a normal friend. Or just an old friend. I probably exist like a legend to them. By asking the question like "how do I look like when I was back then?", they would probably remember of the old me and said "you're still the same." But there is fact that people aren't always going to be same. Places you go changes. Everyone is constantly changing, slowly or faster than it is.
At least existing as "a legend", in their life was enough. Someone whom they considered a friend.
When I see a picture, it's just immediately tells me a story. There's lots of things that happened. Things that I couldn't possibly forget. I asked myself, "is it suppose to turn like this?". I really didn't have any answers. Everything was too fast. Everything seems like a dream.
When we say "2 years" or "4 years", you might hear it that it's such a long time. But when you think about it again, it's easier to say them because remembering them is just a short time. The moment you wake up from your sleep, it's already "4 years". You can never forget those kinds of experiences. It's always fresh in your mind.
But like I said, everything seems like a dream.
There's more pictures, but I'm using my sis laptop. I would really love to add more. haha.
Stay gold.
Asyraf Amir. 20120612.
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