Happiness.

Nothing is ever best than having coffee in the calm morning and with a little rain outside.
Looking at the outside and hearing the sound of train chugging, and the whispers of the birds.
I have not been ditching this blog, so no worries. I am a constant writer, not a calculator.

You know, there are many forms of happiness, that  you could describe in this world. And among them are the most simplest form of happiness, smile.

And that is why it is hard for us to forget someone, because of their smile. It could just melt the hearts of many, probably a few, better than none.

It could just make anyone just about happy of what are they doing and thinking in their whole lifetime.

Say, in this world, are we fated to meet each other in this life? Or everyone in this world is met by coincidence? The world after all, has its beauty in its own way, correct?

I was thinking the other way or around, when we always tend to work out all day long around the schedule, studying or whatever, how far would it make us happy?
Nothing is ever fun when you're just sticking to your work and being workaholic.
But I guess, the answer lies when you're going through whatsoever things that are challenging, that is fun. I have never thought of studying would be easy, especially something to do with the calculations, and for some moment I have not cared much of losing how many marks in my exams or tests. Because I only thought I did my best, and if I have really succeeded, I have been through the things that I have never been interested into. It's not fun either, when you're slacking off for the whole time, while everyone does his best.

What interest me is not the path to become someone big, but only because it's challenging, that made me interested into it. I didn't have any complicated goals, as for some of my friends. Setting a big house overseas, work in a big company, making your face in every magazines or newspaper. I only have a simple one, an officer. But if I were to have a higher goal, it would be going abroad.

It's stupid to worry for something you cannot see, to worry so much for something you cannot predict. It's also stupid to be flustered about little problems that could be settled in a short time, when you can actually go through problem professionally. When you know something is impossible for you to go and you think you cannot go, move up into another option. Changing your direction is not giving up. But when you stop doing things, that is giving up and you will never find happiness by doing that.

So eyes clicked, open. Time moves on, you mature by your habits and thinking, not your age.

Probably it's good having a long term goals, but if its too heavy from what you are, it goes with the saying "It's good having high dreams, but when you fly with weak wings, you'll burn and fall to the ground."

Pretending to be strong is easy, but it won't last long. Being strong is hard, because something hard is not easy to lose.
Asyraf Amir. 20130503.