Hello.

Hello. Long time. No. See.

It's a long time I have not updated my blog. Finally I had ideas and confidence what to write, of what to write. Perhaps some of you had drawn your future already. And perhaps some of you are getting ready for some things. I haven't been online to facebook as well as blogging that much. But twitter? I don't know how the hell did I got hook on it. XD
And yeah. Well put it aside. I was thinking to write a longer post. I have been writing essays and things on my old book that probably would be great to put here. Hmm, I don't know if it's good or great. haha. Most of them are older ones. And here's one of them? I was thinking to post politics few days ago, then I changed it probably I would've write short stories better. But I got little chance to finish it, most of the time finding places to study (and watched anime/drama too? haha. XD).

Anyways. Be happy everyday. Best of luck chasing your dreams for tomorrow. I wish everyone the best.

I'd love riding bicycle like this on a good weather. haha.

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Hello, Goodbye.

Hello.

Did anyone hear my voice? 

It seems like

Talking to a telephone with no one answering.

Is this the real world where we grow old?

Goodbye.

I'm lying at bed.

I'd love to build hospital in the sky.

Slowly I tried to hold myself.

So I could smile and be a man.

Listening to drum beats, guitars.

Trying to believe in new dreams.

I pledge not to give up.

Till my last breath.

If I try to strive beyond my skies of dreams,

I would fall to earth many times.

Even so, I stride in believing my hopes.

If chance comes after me tomorrow.

Tell the world I have changed.

From that childish person who makes reasons.

I strive in becoming successful.

Directly proportional to my dreams.

Look here, welcome to my world.

The buildings you see in my heart,

Are remnants of hopes.

Flooded with my tears, which I hold back.

Failed to protect pride & honor.

Still men shouldn't cry.

Lying is a morphine for happiness.

Often people gave it to hopeless people.

So they would forget pain.

But it doesn't work for me.

The truth still stands.

I rather smell the coffee every morning.

Even if I'll get heavy migraine.

Your soft voice echoes my heart.

Your warm smile makes me happy by bit.

I'll just imagine you cheering in front of me.

If I try to strive beyond my skies of dreams.

I would fell to earth many times.

I never want to paint the earth black with emptiness.

Nor playing heavy noises of music to voice anger.

The katana* I hold used to tremble.

I now believe in what should I do.

I don't want to continue to be drowned in tears, that I hold back.

Will there ever be.

Tomorrow.

Where the rain stops.

The grey sky cleared.

Sunshine.

And rainbow comes after?

Hello. Again.

Did you know, I was talking to you?

Perhaps my voice didn't reach you.

Goodbye.

Asyraf Amir. 20120512.

*katana: that samurai sword, you know? haha.