Grey.

" Accept the challenges so that you can feel the exhilaration of victory."
- General George S. Patton. 
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I haven't write things for such a long time.

It was hard to think about. What to write. What to say. Because I exactly haven't know what to do now. Things are pretty shaky, when you doubt of what you do. You were afraid of the outcomes would turn negative. You'll start to worry about little things one after another. Finally you start to worry what should you do the next hour. That is when you start to remember about your faith.

It seems like everyday is raining, right? haha.

The world revolves so fast, that you see lots of changes. Your friends are going to colleges and universities. Your friends are going to work and do odd job. The immaturity of them, that we used to laugh at each other, you didn't realize they grew up. When you look yourself in the mirror, you'd be surprised of yourself. How did you live up to your age now. Imagining how hard and bitter things were.

That's about it, right? If you see me wandering around by myself last 5 days ago, I was searching for job actually. haha. :))

"Believe in your honor and strength, when you feel no one is aside you. Face fiercely in front, and smile. It is your fight."
Asyraf Amir. 2012.

Oh yeah, I miss these times. haha. :)) We were waiting for the photographer for a formal picture. I guess he was making a camera that time. This one is candid photos. ;)) 

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(i had nothing to write. hope you enjoy.)

Our shadows stretch across the pavement.

As we walk front.

The sky is grey.

The rain falls without stop.

The cold air gushes onto my face.

Like they say, how strong can a tree stands.

They can fall anytime.

Otherwise anyhow, 

They blossom during spring. 

They beautify during summer.

They scatter during autumn.

And stays strong during winter.

How humans could go far.

It is way unthinkable, far more than a tree could do.

Our fate was not the same.

Sorrow, happiness, cherish.

But do you feel the same thing?

The thunder lounges the sky.
The rain falls, the wind gushes onto your face.

You search a place to hide.

Unfortunate, how.

Warmth was not there for you. 

Anyhow, you conceal your sorrow.

You'd want everyone, to be happy.

When the clock was ticking, it pushes me.

I believe how strong can a tide be, it can be fought.

But harsh taught me, pride was not everything.

My hopes brittle. 

I expect the fruits to ripe. But it sours. 

But perseverance told me, challenges was the way to triumph.

I believe so.

We live under the same sky.

It was vast, that the color connects us.
That grey sky, airs sadness.
We live with borders, that enclosed our hearts.
But knows not, what is across the shore.
I blindly guess, you're happy out there.
Without myself, exist in your world.
When you are not.

I wish the next day,
The sakura would blossom.
Even in winter.
That would make people happy.
Like our dreams.
We wish them to be bright, like the blue sky.
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Asyraf Amir. 2012.