Drawing Tomorrow.

To think further for something you can't really see, is something impossible.
Really, or is it the truth?

Being all by yourself is some kind of challenge you'd have to go. It's an honour to do challenging things by yourself.

I kept on thinking when other people say "don't worry, there's second chance."

But the big question is, will there be a second chance?

Why do people work hard for some small things? Why do people work for something that they simply "love it"? Why do people run over some hard things, sometimes they tend to find the problem and make their days complex?

When failure comes, you'd become sad. But failure doesn't chose you. It comes to you.

Then we tend to hear, "No worries, you can still try again." But I kept on thinking will there be a day when I can say "I can still try it again."?

It's probably logical to say that. But if we think deeper, what if tomorrow never comes? It's all about what if. It's never without what if if you had never been through it.

If I were to release my next breath, that is the last one, will I be able to comply all the promises and the dreams I made? Will I be able to furfill my wishes of what I want to do and to accomplish in my school days? What's more after my school days?

While walking back from class, I stopped. I looked at the sunset behind the hill where my college was.

I paused for awhile. I had thought about how, where and when am I suppose to be. That's why we see people smiling because of some small achievements. That's why we see people happy because they love what they're doing. Even though it's hard, they simply loved it. Such simple things, makes people happy.

Probably that was the answer. But when your dreams becomes like a mindmap, it has become like an option. More like a crossroad. Which path you should take.

Things indeed are sometimes hard. But still we had a tendency to try it. That's the reason why we continue to breathe.

It's an honour, I guess, to move on. Fight until the last breath.

Asyraf Amir. 2011.5.15