Departures and Let's Move Forward.

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Today is the 2nd of January 2010. Tomorrow all government schools would start off schools by 3rd of January, on Monday.

That is all. Like, there's no tomorrow. This is the last school holiday that they would have.

From my very point of view, last year of school would've be something to remember about. Something that draws a gap in our life between the outside world and the present life we had.

When I see a new year, of course I would be happy. But in that taste of happiness, I would also have a little worries. I mean, what to do of the things that has passed? Should I be regretting them? Saying moving on might've been easy, but indeed making your foot to cross the line is harder than the very first time you tried to walk.

Leaving always makes some worries. You never know what you'd get next year. 2011? What more could happen? What kind of dissaster would flow out? What kind of good things would happen? You see, you never get to that kind of point where you could stand up and say "I'm hell of a man/girl now" until you'd finally been through all the things you'd have to go through.

What makes things more unique in everyone's walkway is that there would always be a mixture of happiness, sad, and until you feel like the path you walk is like a wheel. From the beginning of january, there would always feel regret, or even if fate comes, you never know the one you saw last would be the last. Many things could happen, and finally you could pull out a deep breath when it's all settled down.

I don't really make or do a checklist of a resolution for every year.

But I do a very sole objective. It's like, in an operation, you'd only have one main thing to do. But in that one main thing, there's lots of things. You get what I mean? :D

So do I have to say it? Well here it is.

My resolution is, I would want to end my school life with memories, achievements without any regrets. I would walk out honourably with passion and glory.

It pretty looks simple, but to me, its meaningful. I would say, it's a summary to all the things, regardless of what I have to achieve, it's a complete one.

This year, 2011, is the last year I would debate or not even debate at all. The word "debate" has already been part of me, something I love to do with passion at college, but it also leaves scars in my life that I would never forget.

In another words, I wanted to pass out of my school or my college with lots of laughs and smiles that I would remember forever. It doesn't have to be people in the college, in fact it can be anyone, even outside college.

It's like waving goodbye to a ship. You'll look out for something out there.

And then I wouldn't want to do achievement with risk being splurred or failures. Let's put an end to failures, it's time to buck up. A year of scar, unhealed wounds with bandages still intact is enough for all the kinds of lies or whatsoever it is. No, it's not running away but the point is, I'm gonna give a full 100% effort to all what I'm doing without anything flaws in it if possible. I have tasted how is it like to do a mistake, and so it is, that pain teaches me not to do it again. Therefore I am not repeating it back.

Whether it is or not, I am going to make it memorable, I don't know if it's hard, but putting that "full stop" symbol to what you're doing is what you always wanted. Therefore to avoid failures, flaws are possible.

I believe the optimistic. I would ask myself why do I chose the hard way while there's a whole lot easier way to end my school life. I could just wear that white t-shirt to school like the other school boys did. But I don't. I believe if we move on or seek an adventure, we would find an inner or outer things of ourselves. When I start, I'll end it. While I breathe, I hope.

Lastly of my words here, I don't know whether I am good, great, bad, worst to all of you. Was I a good friend? Did I leave something you don't like in the past? Who knows? Like last year, 2010 was full of happiness and sorrow. I didn't think it was going to be very happy but it also was going to be very sad. I didn't think that I would've learned a lot in which I myself have thought that I was good and better person. In fact, I should've asked myself again and again. Was I? I didn't and don't know that all the things I been through in 2010, whether I become better person or not, I could say I am in becoming "the best quality".

Sad to think, eh? But even so, it's these kinds of hardship that I think I would need to face in the future which I could set a mindset to myself, of becoming better and more successful.

Face up and let's move forward.

Departures? Let's not talk about it. We haven't graduated yet. :D

It's time to face reality and make our resolution an achievement. With that, I'm happy enough to say, my friends and everyone I know did colour my life. Let's make this year somewhat like a canvas, or a painting that is an expensive. Easier to say, much treasureable moments.

Let's move forward, we don't know what's there. It might be something amazing, something sad, but in the end we'd find something that we'd remember forever.

Let's go.

Asyraf Amir.