Retell.

Hey, how's life?
I really don't know what to do.
Well, nothing really happens today. And I'm currently finding what's my idea for "The Worst & The Best. 2010" haha the second one. So yeah, I'm currently building it up. And I'm currently thinking, how should I spent my days on holidays? I've been thinking it so long and convincing myself, I gotta do something memorable.
But my holidays isn't on the right timing I guess. People is busy? >.>

I don't know what to write. But I felt like blogging. XD

OK! How should I start?
HAHA! Finally I got it. I understand we can't go back to our past, but reminiscing them is sweet and bitter. With that I continue. I would tell how different it was my timeline. From ISP (France) to RMC.

Hair wasn't really a BIG matter you know. You want bald? Short? Long? Shorter until people could see your skin? Longer than your feet? The rule is, as long as it's "decent", it's eligible.
Oh, too bad I was too young that time, probably about standard 4 to form 2 (almost).
The people who went when they-re older got their times good old memories.
But who cares? I ruled up myself and my life story and it's memorable. :D

When you left and see your friends in their new picture, you kinda had the feeling "Damn I'm not there. :((" But when you showed to your friends of your new self, new uniform, you'd say "Oh I'm not such a badass. XD"

It was nice to show your country and culture to other foreigners. So much to so few, one the things I would never forget is the last day and place I stepped outside ISP. haha! The old building was full of people saying "bye" and waving in such slow motion. Tears? That time I was too young maybe. :D

I arrive in Malaysia around July. I was so beginner and I don't know any single thing about Malaysia. Seriously. Don't talk about talking in BM. I talk really converse. XD
"Macam mane kau cakap bahasa inggeris fasih giler?"
"Aku...tak tau." *smiles*
That's the question that targetted to me, if not, similarly. Always. HAHA!

First in VI, but then I changed due to my sister is in SAB. So it'd be easier for us to go to school.
OH HAHA! I'd like to tell you how I end up in SAB, then RMC. Life is just unique.

First when I enter, the teacher was showing 2J is my class. That first class I got was science class. I was downstairs and bunch of 2J kids coming out of the class seeing me and saying:
"Ada orang baru!" News spreaded every class. HAHA!

That was march. And Form 2 wasn't so much of things. Nothing really happens you see. Form 2 was the year I started to learn things and know things in Malaysia more clearly, do mistakes I won't repeat. Stuff. :)

Things were different when I went to form 3. My achievements+chances of things were bigger. Despite thinking I would face PMR only with using of what I learned for 2 years, it's kinda hard to cover back things since I don't have form 1. Most of my form 1 years was in France.

2009. That year is awesome. Much fun-er. From there, I get to know 3J much closer and better. I'm not sure who coined mca but I started hang around with shawn, wai kit, wei chong and some other people. And it was the year I know the whole form 3 2009. Who's who and stuff. I don't know how I know people from form 1-5, but probably it was due to myself speaking in front and during assembly.

I was in debates. Went to UIA and more and more things happen actually. It was fun. Definitely. I got more friends and contacts from there ahaha. XD

It then went serious when PMR was nearing. Soon after PMR finished, I can say, it was the best days of my life. I never regretted missing any of the days I went to school even though there was no study sessions. Everytime when it's boring, we go play cards, yu gi oh, spade cards. Stuff. Seriously. Even though PMR was over and worrying results, worrying people would actually transfer, things we do are as if nothing happens and no worries, basically. We were like in a playground where we kept on playing and not worrying anything and just playing on the game. As if it was forever.

Until the last day, we did everything we could. We laugh, we smile, were sad.
Form 4 was short, yet awesome.
When my teacher said "You attended school for 14 days. 2 Weeks." I said "No, I think. More." She showed me the date I entered school from january 3rd. I was definitely astonished.
So much, pictures and stories I caught and recorded, all that was...2 weeks? Only?
I mean it wasn't long, not that short either, its just "short". Hell yeah it was awesome, but then again I would want to have that time more. Soon, I transfer to RMC.

I did tell you the story long right? Yeah. I went on with a bald head. For army, bald head signify everyone is treated the same way and no other special. Now I ain't have to bald anymore. Phew. It's actually feels better and less headache, felt like your head is a balloon. And that's it, I no longer wear white shirt and olive green pants to school.

Green shirt, green pants, black shiny shoes, beret, accessories what more. Yeah, to school. And camouflage clothes for training. Those drill boots to march. More.
It ain't feel as great as before. But when you did it, you'd say "YEAH! I did it!"
It was your worst that you show, the best that you produced.
That's why it's called "The Worst and The Best." You'll remember those bittersweet stuff. haha!
Everything is hard, everything is earned in sweat. It's the toast of achievement :D You'll love them later. XD

It's sad to move on, but it's just too, feels great to move on. Those nostalgic moments we went through are the best things we could remember that builds us. All the way, we laugh out loud, saying "That was me". We can't fault the time for not waiting or pausing or fast forwarding it. Surely we can't deny, that past is what builds us to become someone much better.

I don't have anything to tell anymore. Running out of ideas. You got any? Borrow some. :D
SO! Best Wishes everyone in whatever you're working.

"So much to so few, it was nothing other than convincing a kid to push himself. But humans are so extraordinary at making miracles, making thousands of story with the ending "we did it.""
Asyraf Amir. 2010-2011.